well on the 20th of march i finally answer bakar's answer .lol i have been chatting with him for quite a time until i finally be his girlfriend well he's not that hot or handsome but looks don matter to me not really because a hot and handsome boyfy doesn't last long i tried that already .i know i am to young for this but in life u have to try every thing not really everything but just the basic ones.lets drop that subject.well today i'm stuck at home boring shahirah is stuck at home rotting and meditating.well i cant wait for competition so i can meet all my track friends back. from different schools but i'm also scared .well if rain cannot run then i have to run the last lack . poor rain pls (rain dont be upset u will still run with us no matter what k.)aniway i have no confidence in us getting a medal i have no confidence in me getting a medal. i don find it a must but i have been running for so many years but i only do welll in sports day because u are challenging your own friends.i'm sick and tired being controlled like one stupid baby. wheres ma freedom wheres the usual freedom i get i don't really ask much but u guys are not giving me my freedom.money? shopping? not really important to me what most bothers me is tat u are not giving me my freedom its crazy u know the older i am the lesser freedom i have omg pls lar i want my freedom back):

smile:shahirah

well to tell u guys the truth i"m sick of running. yes i love track but its the people i hate. not to say tat i"m the typical kind of girl who cant get along with my friends . its not that its because they are showing these spirits in them that they always wants to win me . well i wont mention any names i don want to anyway.well ma coach also makes me super stress i know he wans me to win but tats not the way he should show it . u know.i think i cant get any faster because maybe tats the speed god gave me its natural u know.well tats it .. i"m sick of track(: