omg tis june holidaes is such a slack!boredom has taken over.. n ma mom just refuse to get out of tis house.haiz at leats track is accompanying me through all this boredom thingy.grandad burfdae is coming every one is very stress thingking of the perfect gift for him. ma fathers b dae also coming but we are all gonna be away n hes gonna be alone celebrating hes b dae here cos he wont follow us to tioman.then next comes ma b dae wat a drga so long man .i wan braces pls.

welll fridae sat at home n rot.did not attend school cos had back ache.recently i kept having bad backache n wen it comes to training i will have head ache.hate it man..staurdae i played the piano n teach ma sister how to play it was a mess but she was funnie.had training in the morning at 8.15 am rush to stadium coach was dere already. rush n put on spikes n did not even do ani warm up wen to run for the 300m rain won as per usual. she was damn fast she sprinted all the way i was half dead already i came in second coach put a bunnie in front so we have to take over the bunny me n rain were placed at the back we compete n rain won damn .i was tired after tat, did some 15o m n 120 had to run n compete with rain n zoey i won zoey as per usual n lost to rain . i almost won her but in the end i was tired so i slowed down dumb of me but i could not go animore.sundae was hell of fun had family picnic . i went swiming hahahah was fun .had barbeque kept eating.soon it was over then the next dae mondae had training then rush to another faily pic nic irfan was there gosh he was gorgeous.played foot ball with grandad.

wast the point of marrige if ur child is gonna be a monster n ur husband "s gonna date someone else lol stupid rite tat phrase i like it lol. i hate kids i don wann have ani kids cos of ma sister i swear shes damn fucking irritating lar sumpah tak bedek lol.

i broke up with dear bakar arh i forgotten wats the date but now im single
.i still love bakar tough.n miss him like hell n still do till now.im sorrie if i were to update ma blog late but having probs lately.frens not happie with dee cos of dee i broke up him. i was reading ma book n i receive a call from izyan n she ask to read dees blog so i read n guess wat the moment i read i straight away ask for break i noe its wrong i regret cos i did not give bakar a chane to explain him self n i did not give him time i was selfish tough.i could not take i it animore so i sob n sob n finally it was all over i hope i would be given a second chance but pls fat hope lar sey...haiz i miss him n wan him back in ma life i miss al those times weve been together haiz n todae i gt hit by a stupid frisbee trown by u name it yu sheng man it hurts now i gt a balaku on ma head fore head some more haiyoh .i receive ma track schedule man it sucks i have training as early as 8.15 at the stadium shit man every saturdae some more. haiyoh i hate life.

bakar im so sorry i noe im in the wrong . i should not have started the fight first. i should have just saed its ok .but now its over.u r mad at me .i noe now u hate me like hell but i did not realise tat this could lead to such things like this.welll i so fucking miss u like hell.i tought tat if u would leave me alone till exams . i would concentrate more n stop missing u but its the opposite infect i cant stand it the fact tat u dont even look at men smile.im so sorrie tat everytime im mad i will have to mention breakups . i did not meant to.