well on the day of the submission of the coursework umm if im not wrong its on a friday.
i was so stressed out even tough i was one of those who could finish early but then i had to change alot of stuff and i realised that i had left some datails half way done. i was in major hell i swear i got so stressed up and did not know what to do. i even told bkr not to fetch me and all it was horibble.i was on the verge of tears but i am not the sort who would pour tears in school.all the missery would only be shared among me myself.thats just me. when my friends cried because of studies and boys. all i can do is just look at them i can console but i cant do anything more than that i cannot feel the major hell miserry they are having to felt with.im weird im not that sensitive to be clear with.ok back to chapter........where was i..........ouh yes so i ignored night study reasons miss lie was not in school on that day.i went home i felt totally lost.i open the door i cry.....i cry sia. for no good reason maybe because i was tired and the next day was ramadhan but im not like that. i dont usually shed tears unless it really irritates me.maybe because bkr did not managed to fetch me. but i was the one who totally ignored him. haha weird then i was quiet for 2 whole days at home.both my ayahanda and bonda must be wondering what happen to me?well i myself have no specific answer. it was horrible that day was horrible.

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