i cant believe i am taking o levels this year.i feel like i am still kind off playing a fool . but the stress came like a month before o levels and tell you what i actually started studying like weeks before o levels really. i think i do not deserve to take o levels this year lol.basically I AM NOT PREPARED TO THE FULLEST.BUT WHAT TO DO HALF OF MY PAPERS ARE GONE. i told my parents that i am prepared for the worst outcome.okay next GRADUATION NIGHT SHIT MAN I DONT HAVE A BAJU HOLLY CRAP SIA.haiyoh. bkr promise to bring me to leisure park he say there is a giantic rabbit awaits me to buy it nyahahahahahaah.he say that i cannot buy the rabbit but who cares when i tell my ayahanda it means it is mine now.alamak bonda leceh arh tak boleh simpan pets lah aper lah. irritating creature.FREAK(nadhirah usop'word).okay lah im going to studying FOOD AND NUTRITION NOW.i hope i wont end up in minds after that lol.

I FINALLY WORE MY BOOTS........heavens darling. jesus i swear it was sexy.i went to orchard and then parts of orchard intending to buy something.haha but did not.ok i went to paragon with my sister just the two of us.then we had girls talk at this cafe at taka.it was awesome then a lady said jesus cries what did you do hans it was so loud i laugh like mad.

well on the day of the submission of the coursework umm if im not wrong its on a friday.
i was so stressed out even tough i was one of those who could finish early but then i had to change alot of stuff and i realised that i had left some datails half way done. i was in major hell i swear i got so stressed up and did not know what to do. i even told bkr not to fetch me and all it was horibble.i was on the verge of tears but i am not the sort who would pour tears in school.all the missery would only be shared among me myself.thats just me. when my friends cried because of studies and boys. all i can do is just look at them i can console but i cant do anything more than that i cannot feel the major hell miserry they are having to felt with.im weird im not that sensitive to be clear with.ok back to chapter........where was i..........ouh yes so i ignored night study reasons miss lie was not in school on that day.i went home i felt totally lost.i open the door i cry.....i cry sia. for no good reason maybe because i was tired and the next day was ramadhan but im not like that. i dont usually shed tears unless it really irritates me.maybe because bkr did not managed to fetch me. but i was the one who totally ignored him. haha weird then i was quiet for 2 whole days at home.both my ayahanda and bonda must be wondering what happen to me?well i myself have no specific answer. it was horrible that day was horrible.

Labels: denda get well soon

hello.......i miss sentosa outing.

this is 4e1 sentosa outing saper tak miss kan.
i actually did not want to swim i just took out my shirt left my bikini exposed and sat at the sand with nanad and haziqah.
then nanad kener saboh by afiq and timothy.they carried her and threw her into the water.
well i tought i was save haha.but next it was haziqahs turn.timothy carried her upside down and threw her into the water.bohoo haziqah was so annoyed but i could tell she had fun too haha.
welll i really tought i was saved at that time cos no one came near me. then it was miss tans turn.she laugh and scream at the same time. i was eating my chicken when haha it flew i was shocked no offence.hahaha i really really really tought i was saved.when i stood up and then afiq came charging at me and then he grab my hand. i tought i was strong and heavy enough so i sat on the sand screaming while the others ran towards me and melvin took my specs and then faz drag my feet with thimothy and in the end afiq carried me when i get the whole of my body.miss tan was also saboing me not fair miss tan.it was horrible i swear.salt water ran in my nose and it hurt.i came out cursing and cursing.in the end.......i swam also haha with my bikini and shorts.
everyone enjoyed in the water.amirul being an insolent asshole pulled my shorts and said sorry because he tought it was faz shorts idiot . no biggy actually cos i wore my bikini panty inside. i suffered blue black too because some people just cant get their hands to them self and start to pinch and grab peoples leg.it was fun then i went to the bridge .

hello,
i am in school having fnn class now.supposed to do course work but im going to blog first.
yesterdae nadine mariam am adam croll together with aunty linda croll and alex croll came down to singapore.stayed at aunty leilas house.nenda and denda and bonda and me and sister and denda milah went to visit them .omg nadines so big already. adam is so playfull.he looks more on chinese with sepet eyes.wherease nadine looks like tamara blezenski she have sepet eyes too.totally different from us.me and sarah had girls talk as per usual.yesterday i bought this addidas boots.cool kan it was like $144.expensive but sexy.cant wait to use it.ok lah i have to go.

Labels: i miss bkr

today is a very funny day.i went to school aunty sent me and then, i reached school early .normaly my class the boys will come first and then they will sleep and switch off all the lights leaving the fans only opperating.then i jsut enter the class and say "eh asal korang tak on lampu nie."omg when i trurn around there was no one. i gt so scared i ran out of the class room. thinking that i just talk to my self a few students who just came pass my class and laugh at me.lol i told everyone and the laugh.


ouh yar nadine mariam and adam and aunty linda croll and uncle alex croll just arrived to singapore last sunday.they are my relative from london.

Labels: wohoo saturday meeting them.

bakar why are you doing this to me?.since when have you been like this.since when have you actually been so bothered about this.i am sorry if i ignore you but this is what i just felt like doing.you really pissed me off.keeping quiet and then tell me craps.bukan nyer jantan tuh niat jahat kan.dorang tak de paper pun.i dont hang out with them.bakar me and my friends batas di situ ajer.why cant you put your position in mine and think that its ok.when your gfs hang out or talk to you i dont give a damn because i belive you. dont you?i mean if you want to leave me and give all sorts of reason then bakar not a good idea.just tell it straight to my face. i big enough to take it.

Labels: p.s im sorry